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Tuesday, July 11th, 2006

Time:7:38 am.
Mood: hopeless.
Fuck you, life.


Fuck you really hard.



I can't wait three more weeks to go see a therapist and get back on meds. Three fucking weeks, that's way too long. That seems like an eternity when you're so desperate. I can't fucking do this. I don't know how I'm going to get through three weeks.


How's that for an update?

Tuesday, June 13th, 2006

Time:7:40 am.
So apparently he was shitfaced and had his headphones on really loud, and must have been walking along the tracks. He didn't hear it coming. He didn't even know what hit him. At least he didn't suffer.
Will's funeral is on Saturday at 2 pm at Burquitlam Funeral Home for anyone who wants to attend.

*sigh*
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Sunday, June 11th, 2006

Subject:R.I.P.
Time:4:56 pm.
Mood: depressed.
Will is fucking dead. He was drunk and got hit by a train. The story just doesn't add up. It doesn't make any sense. RCMP are investigating it as a possible homicide, apparently. What the fuck? Twenty-one years old, and he's fucking dead. Albert's best friend. Oh my god. I can't believe it.

Rest in peace Will Armstrong, you will be missed.
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Tuesday, June 6th, 2006

Time:11:01 am.
Happy 666.
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Sunday, May 28th, 2006

Time:1:36 pm.
So it was my twentieth birthday on Friday. Got super hammered at the bar. Good times.

Pictures coming soon.
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Saturday, April 29th, 2006

Time:1:35 pm.
Mood: hungry.
<td align="center"> Kelsey --
[noun]:

A person who enjoys the smell of rotten eggs

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com</td>


I got a new job at a bingo hall right by my place. In a few months I will be getting paid $12/hour to hand out bingo dabbers to little old ladies. I love union jobs.

Also, Tasha is going to be my roommate soon. Monday, to be exact. We are going to share my one-bedroom until we can find a two-bedroom to move into. I think this is the first step to becoming anti-antisocial.
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Sunday, April 2nd, 2006

Time:8:08 pm.
Mood: stressed.
Just when I thought my life could MAYBE start getting a little better, everything gets turned upside down. Yay for being used! I should have learned the first three times I've been taken advantage of. You'd think a decently intelligent girl like myself would have picked up on that, but apparently not. So, in summary, I'm $400 short on rent, my phone is going to get cut off soon, I owe Visa something like $600, and I've had my heart completely broken. I should have learned a lesson from all this, but all I can think about is how much I don't want to even attempt dealing with this. I'm not on my meds, so basically I really have no fucking clue how to cope. Fuck you, Ryan.
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Thursday, March 30th, 2006

Time:3:16 pm.
So I work at X-Citement Video for eight bucks an hour. I work Tuesday nights and Wednesday mornings. That's it. I am so fucked.

Anyway, it's at Hastings and Willingdon in Burnaby, so you people should come visit me some time. I get really bored there.
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Wednesday, March 15th, 2006

Time:6:36 pm.
Mood: sore.
LOLZ!!!!!

Funniest fucking shit EVER. Thanks to Frances for sending me that link. It totally made my day.

Anyway, so I am moving back into my apartment. Living with my dad has proven to be quite a struggle. The only way I can get along with him is if I see him once or twice a week. We fucking piss each other off to no end. Sooo, I am once again going to be a loser with no internet. Yay! I also am still unemployed, but I think I have a good chance of being hired at Source Adult. Ironically enough, I hate porn. The manager lady with the facial hair said she would be contacting me within the next couple of days. It was funny when I applied and she asked me, "So do you know anything about our products?" LOL! I said I had a basic knowledge but I would be willing to learn. Hooray for sleazy, minimum wage jobs!

Update: Apparently my appendix situation has improved. The pain just stopped as suddenly as it came. I guess now I have to wait a few more years for it to actually rupture. Sweet!
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Saturday, March 11th, 2006

Time:12:11 pm.
I was just brushing my teeth and when I began brushing my tongue, I threw up in the sink. Thanks, gag reflex.
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Thursday, March 9th, 2006

Subject:New pictures, finally.
Time:8:58 pm.
Mood: awake.
I am orange.Collapse )
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Wednesday, March 8th, 2006

Time:2:00 pm.
Mood: pissed off.
"The main symptom of appendicitis is abdominal pain. The pain is at first diffuse and poorly localized, that is, not confined to one spot. (Poorly localized pain is typical whenever a problem is confined to the small intestine or colon, including the appendix.) The pain is so difficult to pinpoint that when asked to point to the area of the pain, most people indicate the location of the pain with a circular motion of their hand around the central part of their abdomen.
As appendiceal inflammation increases, it extends through the appendix to its outer covering and then to the lining of the abdomen, a thin membrane called the peritoneum. Once the peritoneum becomes inflamed, the pain changes and then can be localized clearly to one small area. Generally, this area is between the front of the right hip bone and the belly button. The exact point is named after Dr. Charles McBurney--McBurney's point. If the appendix ruptures and infection spreads throughout the abdomen, the pain becomes diffuse again as the entire lining of the abdomen becomes inflamed."

FUCK!! I have had problems with my appendix when I was six or seven, but nothing was done about it. This shit came back yesterday and is getting increasingly worse. I was complaining of pain that was between my belly button and my right hip, and let me tell you, it fuckins HURTS. So I looked it up, and this is what I found. Fucking shit. Fuck fuck fuck. If this things ruptures on me, I am going to die. The only other alternative is to go to the hospital and get it surgically removed. The former sounds a lot more appealing to me right now. I already just went to the hospital on New Years because of a bacterial stomach infection where I was shitting blood everywhere. Now I have to go again. This is SO not cool.
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Wednesday, March 1st, 2006

Time:12:04 am.
LOLZCollapse )
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Saturday, February 25th, 2006

Time:6:04 pm.
Mood: annoyed.
Why the FUCK is it snowing?!? It is supposed to be almost spring! It is nearly March! FUCK YOU, SNOW!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU!!!!!!!
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Thursday, February 23rd, 2006

Time:10:14 pm.
Mood: irritated.
I got a call back from Home Depot! I had a phone interview and she said she would be getting back to me for a second interview after some reviews or some bullshit like that. AND I asked about what their rules are with piercings and whatnot, and she says she is fairly certain they are okay. I really hope I get this job. I need it. I need to pay off my debts, save a bit, and find somewhere to live. I cannot live with my dad anymore. He is moving soon enough anyway, but for the time being, we are driving each other insane.
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Tuesday, February 21st, 2006

Time:12:10 pm.
Mood: calm.
This song is so fucking wicked. It's been on repeat for the past three days. Haha. You wish you were as cool as me.

Oh yeah, I guess since I'm here I should update or something. Not much to write about. I am half-assed looking for a job online; I've applied for about five or six random ones that I'm hoping I won't get because they all suck. I am about $600 in debt now to Visa and Fido, so I'm thinking I should take over their companies and kill off most of their employees. I will keep the rest in free range and train them to kill. I will make them nearly robotic. Maybe I can think of a way to install lasers behind their eye sockets.

The point? There is none. This is completely and utterly futile. Do I care? No. I am going to go cut myself and cry.
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Saturday, February 18th, 2006

Subject:I pass!
Time:1:24 pm.
You Passed 8th Grade Science

Congratulations, you got 7/8 correct!


Sweeeeeeet. Becca, we're cool.
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Saturday, February 11th, 2006

Subject:Fuck.
Time:5:53 pm.
Mood: pissed.
My uterus decided that regardless of the fact that it is two weeks earlier than scheduled, it is time to have my period, and all my tampons are at the apartment still. Someone must really hate me.
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Friday, February 10th, 2006

Subject:Fuck you, motherfucker.
Time:12:10 pm.
Mood: sick.
Jacked this shit up from Marina.Collapse )

I am sick (fuck you Keira), sore, pissed the fuck off, frustrated to all hell, lonely, worried, stressed like shit, over $500 in debt, jobless, homeless, boyfriendless, kittyless, and just fucking fucked. Fuck you fucking fuck. Motherfucker. Oh, and thanks Mom, for always being there for me when I need you. Fucking fucker, fuck it all the fucking hell. Son of a bitch. I feel like punching out a little kid with my empty booze bottle and raping the shit out of it with my fucking fist.

:)

I love you all.
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Friday, November 11th, 2005

Time:1:32 pm.
Mood: sick.
Yeah, I'm still alive and well. I got a fancy job doing telemarketing for the Vancouver Sun and Province. The tedium is almost unbearable, but it's downtown right beside the Renaissance Hotel! The building it's in is for people much more elite than me, but I walk in there wearing cords and skate shoes and think, "FUCK YOU, MOTHERFUCKERS!"

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